by Martin » Mon Sep 05, 2011 3:25 pm
Just read (again) Boys Life by Robert R. McCammon, this is a wee bit from it and I love it so much that it's up on my wall. The second example is also from the book.
When I was twelve years old, the world was my magic lantern, and by its
green spirit glow I saw the past, the present, and into the future. You
probably did too; you just don't recall it.
See, this is what I believe: we all start out knowing magic. We are born
with whirlwinds, forest fires, and comets inside us. We are born able to
sing to birds and read the clouds and see our destiny in grains of sand.
But then we get the magic educated right out of our souls. We get it
churched out, spanked out, washed out, and combed out. We get put on the
straight and narrow and told to be responsible. Told to act our age.
Told to grow up, for God's sake. And you know why we were told that?
Because the people doing the telling were afraid of our wildness and
youth, and because the magic we knew made them ashamed and sad of what
they'd allowed to wither in themselves.
After you go so far away from it, though, you can't get it back. You can
have seconds of it. Just seconds of knowing and remembering. When people
get weepy at movies, it's because in that dark theater the golden pool
of magic is touched, just briefly. Then they come out into the hard sun
of logic and reason again and it dries up, and they're left feeling a
little heartsad and not knowing why. When a song stirs a memory, when
motes of dust turning in a shaft of light takes your attention from the
world, when you listen to a train passing on a track at night in the
distance and wonder where it might be going, you step beyond who you are
and where you are. For the briefest of instants, you have stepped into
the magic realm.
The truth of life is that every year we get farther away from the
essence that is born within us. We get shouldered with burdens, some of
them good, some of them not so good. Things happen to us. Loved ones
die. People get in wrecks and get crippled. People lose their way, for
one reason or another. It's not hard to do, in this world of crazy
mazes. Life itself does its best to take that memory of magic away from
us. You don't know it's happening until one day you feel you've lost
something but you're not sure what it is. It's like smiling at a pretty
girl and she calls you "sir." It just happens.
That's what I believe
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We ran like young wild furies,
where angels feared to tread.
The woods were dark and deep.
Before us demons fled.
We checked Coke bottle bottoms
to see how far was far.
Our worlds of magic wonder
were never reached by car.
We loved our dogs like brothers,
our bikes like rocket ships.
We were going to the stars,
to Mars we'd make round trips.
We swung on vines like Tarzan,
and flashed Zorro's keen blade.
We were James Bond in his Aston,
we were Hercules unchained.
We looked upon the future
and we saw a distant land,
where our folks were always ageless,
and time was shifting sand.
We filled up life with living,
with grins, scabbed knees, and noise.
In glass I see an older man,
but this book's for the boys.
Ouch !