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Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Wed Oct 31, 2012 2:04 am

I never thought I'd fall out of love with this world. From an early age, the sights and the smells of all the splendour that surrounds us has held me entranced, just like Juliet in Romeo's arms. I used to sit on the end of the pier and watch the waves wash by, marvelling at the trawl of colours moving past my eyeline. Green, blue, white, I could see them all, and I would sit transfixed by their kaleidoscopic beauty. On long journeys, I would stare out the window as the world passed me by, a blur unaffected by my presence, but I was not likewise unaffected. Emotions would stir inside me, as I imagined all the possibilities that were out there. If a place with so much beauty could exist, then surely it could elicit such beauty in my life, inside of me. I dreamed of places that I had never seen, imagining wonders that I may or may not ever see. Creating new landscapes inspired by the ones I saw everyday became my passion. Imagination always reared in reality. Then something changed, and I began to see things differently.
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Re: Time

Postby Sheik Yir Erse » Wed Oct 31, 2012 2:43 am

Time? Well it's been a long time Horse, but I'm glad to see you back.

What changed?
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Wed Oct 31, 2012 12:49 pm

No idea yet. That just came to me last night for no apparent reason. Easiest place to save it.
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Re: Time

Postby Frosty » Wed Oct 31, 2012 3:21 pm

It is good to see you back, Horse! A lot of time has passed since you last visited, whatever changed will only benefit the Forum.

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Re: Time

Postby Ship called Dignity » Wed Oct 31, 2012 5:28 pm

Welcome back Oh Juan Face :-) That is rather beautifully written. More, I hear!
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Re: Time

Postby Martin » Wed Oct 31, 2012 7:17 pm

Poor old Dobbin, I hope you're not getting as disillusioned as me.

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Re: Time

Postby Sweltered » Wed Oct 31, 2012 7:37 pm

Glad you are posting pish like this on here too, instead my FB in the middle of the night. :wink: I'd forgotten this place existed :lol:
OOH did they knock down McCaigs folly.....
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Thu Nov 01, 2012 1:46 am

Hahaha, I must admit that raised a chuckle.
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Fri Nov 09, 2012 2:56 am

I do not, and nor do I ever expect to, remember the exact time that I changed my mind, but it was definitely to do with people, and the things they do to themselves and one another. It takes such a change in one's mind from loving your surroundings to hating them, but I can't think of a better description for what happened to me. For one, I will never understand why people poison themselves in pursuit of a banal pleasure, a meaningless curse. Inhaling carcinogens in the pursuit of a feeling that is man-made instead of real, has never, and will never make any sense to me. Drowning one's vital organs in the pursuit of forgetting the world, to my mind, only accelerates the leaving of this world. I cannot, and will not understand this dichotomy, and it is for this reason that I have decided to embark upon my task.
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Fri Nov 09, 2012 3:39 am

Man, as a race, does not seem to have any idea what it is looking for. I have decreed that if a person cannot make the choice between what is pure, and what is poisonous, then they do not have the right to breath the same air that I do. I cannot abide someone who will sit in a gloriously green garden and pretend to savour their surroundings, whilst at the same time immersing themselves deep within the worst that humanity has to offer. To my mind, there is no coalescence between these two facets of being. There is no part of me that will accept people that see themselves as wholesome, whilst doing unwholesome things, and it is this that leads me down the path that has been lying in front of me, for so very long.
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Fri Nov 09, 2012 3:46 am

PS, just incase anyone's wondering, this is all just part of my story.
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Mon Nov 12, 2012 1:38 am

It is far too easy to fit into a mould, to be what everyone expects. I have never been extraordinary, I have never stuck out. People say they believe in certain things, but they don't. I have to stand back and pick up the pieces and this is the task I have been lumbered with for so long. But what I can do, is express myself. Everytime I meet someone, they will never forget who I am. I may be nothing, but I am the nothing you will remember.
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Re: Time

Postby A Horse called Juan Face » Thu Nov 15, 2012 3:15 am

Anyway, back to the paths that were lying in front of me. It was always easy to choose one, I have been tall, I have been hirsute, I have even been funny. I fitted into a caricature of human before I even knew what a caricature was. Before I even knew what a human was.
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Re: Time

Postby Govangirl » Fri Nov 30, 2012 12:34 am

There must be more than just me who want to hear more of your story Horse - pray continue.
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